to be honest, youre one of the reasons i decided to leave this blog.
part of my “remove unneeded and unwanted stress and/or annoyance” plan. 

guess that failed since i ended up stressed and annoyed anyway, huh?

you

what can i say? i’m not surprised at how you feel but i am surprised that you’re putting it all out there like that. to be honest, to me it was over and done with. guess not. this is the first time i’m really putting it all out there but i guess i’m stronger now, too. and hell, if you can do it, so can i. 

not going to lie, some of those words hurt because no matter what i did, i didn’t want you to be hurt along the way. it just happened like that. 

that said, some of those words also pissed me off. why? because you are not the only one who was hurt in this situation. it WAS a relapse for both of us and to be honest, i was just taking your advice. you said not to force myself into bad “friendships” so i decided i wouldn’t. i tried to make it work though. i told you what i thought you were doing wrong, i tried to ignore it but when it got too much and started affecting how my days went, i took the advice you gave me last year and ended it. you said i didn’t have to put myself through unnecessary stress so i didn’t and now i’m the bad guy? on our trip, you were acting in a way i would NEVER associate myself with and your answer when i called you out was “i don’t give a shit.” in school, you constantly went against rules like dress code which honestly aren’t that hard to follow. sorry, i don;t like causing unneeded confrontations. i was taught not to act that way and i am not sorry that i chose not to associate myself with it. god, there was just so much that i didn’t agree with and did not want to associate with. it just wasn’t the way i wanted my last year of high school be. good luck trying to keep friends in the future, acting the way you did (or do? wouldn’t know anymore). making them is easy, keeping them is the hard part.

i will not apologize for doing something to help myself. everyone told me it was okay to look out for myself so i did. however, i am going to apologize for the fact that i couldn’t be what you wanted me to be. call me a superficial friend but i tried. i believed that you were different than what other people said. i gave you a chance. but i know youre not going to change your mind about this so fine. 

and telling me to go fuck myself? nice. now, i’m really completely just done.

not gonna lie, i kinda miss this blog. 
anyway, peace!
doubt you care but if you havent noticed, i don’t use this any more.
i just dont have the heart to delete it… x)

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im sad that youre sad.

oh god we’re facing Newman today and apparently theyre really good and one of the reasons i dont do sports is because losing is dumb and ugh theyre gonna kick our butts blahhhh

also im gonna get so tanned omg like this past week made me a million shades darker already lol

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